Lets see if there is anything worthwhile

I sit and think ... these two weeks of vacation are a time to process ...

Its been many years since I grauated ... but now things reach stability ....

I have been spending these years after two pursuits both of which were so important and so oriented towards the long term, that everything else seemed childish and fleeting in comparison - a career and a mate.

As I make strong steps in both these domains, I look at the world to offer me something worthwhile that comes close to them. I have a strong yet untested belief, that the pursuit of a field is probably going to be the most challenging yet the most fulfilling of the options ...

Lets hope that art is able to fill the space that a stable life creates ...